Coming full circle

About a year has passed since my last post...the funny thing is that I'm at much the same spot. My divorce was finalized in February and I have been focusing on my son and school to avoid the pain of missing my ex. There have been a lot of ups and downs in the last year but the last month things have been considerably better. Sometimes it takes time to heal and move past deep wounds. About a week ago my ex told me that he thinks he might still love me..and he kissed me. He has a lot of personal battles to keep fighting and a lot of rebuilding to do but I have never felt more proud of him. Making les for his happiness and working two jobs to try and get things back in order. It isn't going to be a snap of the fingers and we're back together. It's going to take work and I'm not sure that with his mom being sick and everything else going on that he as anything left to work on us. I know that if he's going to try then so am I. Like I said a year ago. I loved him then, I love him still. Always have and always will. He's my smile and my laugh and my heartbeat. He and my son are my life.